| its almost done and i feel like i just got here |
[28 Aug 2006|09:42am] |
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I am about to graduate and it feels like i just got here. I need to find a time slowereramajiggy. I dont mind that i am almost done with school, but i do mind the fact that i feel like i have not had the time to really enjoy Phoenix. I do look forward to seeing my family and friends soon.
Thomas
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| Click Click is the name |
[28 Jun 2006|11:00am] |
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Codeseven, Sunflower |
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I am fairly excited for today I am going to look at a house in Anthem. It will be so nice to get out of this apartment and finally have a garage. Brent get your ass out here! We need to start building cool shit with motors so we can hurt ourselves.
Later
-Thomas
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| hows october? |
[01 Oct 2005|10:26am] |
its october and it is still about 100 degrees here in Phoenix
i had things to say that were important but i lost it
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| so this is love |
[03 Apr 2005|03:09am] |
read this
i have your god
i have your life
its all right here
revalation
what will you mean in 100 or a thousand years?
When the world implodes?
Answer: nothing
all you have is the love you can make right now...!
weather in music, art, or a person.
hold fast to it.
Please.
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| Good bye everyone |
[15 Mar 2005|01:24pm] |
I would just like to let everyone know that i will not be writing anymore.
I put a lot of myself into this for no reason. For those who i have done anything to that may have been hurtful i am sorry i think. i am leaving the east coast soon i will not be coming back.
Thomas
Thomas
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| dreams of light and sound |
[17 Jan 2005|01:46pm] |
this ghostly voice that has been in my dreams as of late, possibly the most beautiful thing that i have ever heard. Telling me not to fear the path of my choosing, for it is the one that will lead me to...one.
depression seems to be the slave i wash my hands with as of late.
This is were i would in the past start to fall into myself for months to save myself from the pain of this world and my past. It seems that the point that i have come to with-in myself upon my exploration of my mind. Now my mind is fighting this black spot on the brain of its own will.
I feel free.
Thomas
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| off the dillinger website |
[09 Jan 2005|01:20pm] |
here are some interesting facts about our tour thus far:
Number of Vehicals broken down = 3
Number of Cases of beer drank = 78
Number of Bottles of Jack = 42
Number of Bottles of Grey Goose = 7
Number of Bottles of Absolute = 24
Number of Cans of Tuna Fish in Spring Water Consumed = 212
Number of Cans of Tuna Fish in Spring Water Confiscated by HM Customs at Heathrow ? 60
Number of times we have been hungry in America = 0
Number of times we have been hungry in Europe = 12
General facts about dillinger that pertain to the above facts:
The only one in Dillinger that drinks is Liam so basically our crew is a bunch of drunks.
The only one who really eats any tuna in dillinger is Greg so basically Greg eats more tuna then a fucking sperm whale with a tape worm.
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| breach in the frontal lobe, bad blood |
[09 Jan 2005|12:26pm] |
As the decent into this silent region of the brain grows, connections are failing. The markers have all sense been removed. This journey is becoming one of such immense importance that distractions have become a faint echo of a pass man. I am losing the part that was human, becoming something more driven. I have come to a point now, where I know I must do something great, become more. I am Because I will it to be.
Thomas
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[05 Jan 2005|02:19pm] |
I am tired of this diseased platform of comfort on which most live.
I am done.
Thomas
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[04 Jan 2005|10:57am] |
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right now i am not happy with the way things are.
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| today was a fucking good day |
[23 Dec 2004|07:31pm] |
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Mr. Bungle |
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so today i got word that i got a job. This is good because i need to save for school and i just happened to get laid off the week before christmas. So a week ago i am laid off from a job only making 11 dollars an hour with no overtime, to a week later having a job that pays 15 dollars an hour with all the overtime i want. fuck today was good. So it is now time to paint.
Thomas
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| the last winter of my discontent |
[21 Dec 2004|09:05pm] |
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Glassjaw Radio Cambodia |
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It is official! I am bound for Phoenix in July, now i just have to survive this winter. It cuts at my soul just as it does the landscape. This winter of the last dieing before my rebirth.
this drink is killing me but I am drawn to it, I see now why they become drunkards. I have an out finally now more dragging feet and waiting for others to step up to the plate, this time i take control.
Why do beautiful souls die?
Drop to their knees before their time?
why does salvation feel like judgment?
or a crime?
this time i am in control this time
why
fuck
winter
depression
the BENDS
Thomas
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[23 Nov 2004|04:35pm] |
will someone write me about something that makes them very happy?
i would like to know why others continue to breathe day to day.
Thomas
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[09 Nov 2004|06:55pm] |
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can anyone tell me why all romantic meetings at night look like acts of sexual aggression if not predatory from a far to me
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| backwards slide |
[05 Nov 2004|07:09pm] |
into oblivion we shall slide so sing for me one last time
before this world decomposes
we are the unwanted
kiss me your beautiful
and i feel i am slipping
tick tick tick...
closer now
end
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[03 Nov 2004|09:51pm] |
shallow wanderings threw a...
tick
you got got it
hot fluids
somethings crawling down my spine
i got it gots it
this is conspiracy
bared teeth and cut throat antics
they hide the blade
but i feel the sting
and they stare
as the life blood runs free of my vessel
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[16 Sep 2004|09:46pm] |
i met a suicidal bird today. he was standing in the road and i thought he would fly away but nope not happening.
ok i do not hit him, then i look in my rear view and the car behind me... right over him. it was really f*cking odd.
hear is the thing that got me he was not dead before hand like it would seam because he was standing on his little feets.
so yeah it was pretty odd
a word of advise do not ever in any circumstance dump 1400 degree molten metal in your pocket because it leaves really bad burns
it is also uncomfortable
thomas
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[20 Jul 2004|01:28am] |
this is close
i swear someone is following me although, they are not watching well enough! who ever you are you should probably stop peaking in my window
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